I feel like I miss him more than a normal person would miss anything. And he's only been gone one day so far. I still have four more days to go. But still it seems so hard. My home seems no longer a home. My bed so cold and vacant. What am I gonna do when he goes to japan for six to eight months?! That shit is going to kill me! Ugh. I'm just having a lonely sappy day. I really miss my husband. Almost as much as I love him.
