Tuesday, December 6, 2011

Rylynn

The sound flows through the big open room as smoothly as if it were water running from a faucet.
The cords make your insides tingle, so deep and delicate all at the same time.
It starts off slow at first, easing its way to something more intense, but brief.
As the tempo builds you feel impowered, inspired.
Slowing back down, your heart rate does the same.
And you realize your heart was beating to the music.
The guitar sounds have never sounded more soothing, relaxing.
The song plays on and on and on.
The sun shines through the wall of windows, heating your every bone.
You look outside, past all the day to day usual.
Noticing the way the snow sits on trees,
How delicate the grass looks covered in snow,so smooth it looks like ice.
You start to realize all the little things.
The beautiful things.
That, life, is beautiful.

Never go one second without appreciating life. Moments like this can never be taken from you, so take complete advantage of it. I realize how much my family means to me, how much my husband means to me. I would never be where I'm at if it wasn't for these people. I love them all and care for them so, so much. It brings tears to my eyes to think about what I would do if I were to lose any of these people. Always give thanks, never under appreciate. 

Now That I'm Here, Baby Show Me A Good Time

The radio is the sole supplier of the widest variety of things to listen too. There's every genre of music, and more talk shows than I have fingers and toes. Have you ever chosen a radio station or type of music because it's fitting to the mood your in? That happens to me alot, I'll just scan stations till I hear a song that explains how I'm feeling that moment. Recently I've been a sucker for those cute country love songs. Or really any love song in general. Mostly because I'm so in love with my life right now.

I may not have all the nicest things; I drive an old Hyundai, I work for the Marine Corps making enough to get by, I don't go shopping all the time for the newest appearal, I don't have big flashy things. And I don't care. I can be happy without all the material things. Whats the point of having the material things if your not genuinely happy? I have a family that cares about me, I have friends that would do anything in the world for me, and I have a lovely husband who I couldn't imagine more perfect.

Music for me, gives me the words I haven't quite figured out yet to speak. When I can't figure out how to express a feeling, usually a song can do it for me. The way Shawn makes me feel, can only be expressed in song. We have such a crazy relationship a wide variety of songs fit it almost all the time.

I feel like music is my soundtrack, background music. I always wanted background music. Like the ninjas in spy movies! Music is a lifestyle for me.

Live for today, plan for tomorrow, party tonight.